Metatetron

I am male, human. The first, gives me claim to nothing special. There is nothing gender specific about failing, Despite what both genders would have you believe of the other... Despite what a multitude of self-help and couples manuals tell you.... To fail, is human. To forgive? There is none, inside oneself. But the gaps in my writing, is simply explained - I just didn't post what I wrote. Why, is as complex as the years between. Perhaps it still, does not matter if I share my work, or not. But, for the first time, in a long dark time, I don't know. So I will bring them here. Write well. Metatetron

In hindsight, Im still blind Not all decisions are good ones Of course... Quote from "Norwegian Wood " by Murakami ".... thinking of what I had lost in the course of my life: times gone forever, friends who had died or disappeared, feelings I would never know again." Yeah Like that

why, over the years Many years is this where I come when I'm in a dark place. Here, is also light. dunno

today is Father's Day Im no better a Father, present than mine was, absent from my life. This one is my fault. mea culpa mea culpa mea maxima culpa. please son forgive me what i wanted to hear I now need say life it seems has a sense of irony

There is SO much. too much. goodnight Bark, may the shadows keep you in peace, until Time once again brings your light to earth. -fin-